Allow me to introduce Tony. A kind-hearted, good looking, intelligent boy of 19. He is currently in New York City visiting his friend Mike (with whom I am also acquainted through the online political simulation game I met Tony on – more about that another time). He’s going home in a day or two though, and I’m hoping he had a great time. I was a bit apprehensive about the part of NYC he was staying in (Harlem – known for its roughness), but I assume he’s alright given that Mike has signed on MSN periodically. I wanted to ask him how Tony was at one point, but decided it would come across as sort of clingy, or who knows what, and so I didn’t, hahaha.
Though I’ve been very busy this past week, I’ve really missed him, and in multiple ways. Ya see, he’s closer to me than just a mere friend, and occasionally if I haven’t talked to him in nearly a week I miss him a bit. That’s not to say I can’t stand it, but I just feel a bit of missingness…make sense? Hopefully, lol.
I hope when I ask him how the trip went he knows I’m being genuine, otherwise I fear he’ll just be cold and I’ll come across wrong (and I have my reasons). My main hope, besides him having a had a safe trip, is that he had a good time and knows I am interested in what he did. Even though I only live 3-4 hours from NYC depending on traffic, I’ve only ever driven through it. I hope he had a good time with Mike, I really like him and think he’s a good person, especially considering how rough Harlem can be.
Anyway, point-in-hand, I hope he had a great time and saw a lot of the things we talked about and is in good spirits. He’s seemed quite cold lately and I just want to be able to talk to him about it and have a good conversation and feel like we’re friends rather than it being a stressfest! *fingers crossed* After not talking to him for so long I really just want to have a happy friendly conversation with him. I guess that’s all I can hope for right now.
Well, I’m off, I can barely think and this post is undoubtedly riddled with mistakes and makes me sound like an illiterate pooperscooper, to be nice and eloquent. Night!
