I wrote the following post on the 27th of April during work, saved it as a draft (hoping to finish it later), and then never got around to finishing it. Now that I have time, i suppose I can finally get around to finishing this haha.
I am sitting in work right now as rain drizzles down the window. The dark clouds lurk ominously in the distance across the green and flowery expanse that reminds me of the fact that it is finally spring. The bitter winter that left me in dire agony is gone, and finally the world is filled with life, joy, and laughter again.
The spring so far has been an amazing and joyous retreat from the pain of winter. I’ve gone to New York City for the first time, I’ve been visiting Providence and spending a lot of time with my friends. After months of worrying about my parents and my relationship, things are finally falling into place. I am free now, I am flying above the clouds and nothing can stop me. My parents are finally back to normal, they went on a date the other night, and my dad are back on very good terms. My brother Brady IMed me the other day telling me how much he missed me and that he learnt how to ride a bike. I am surrounded by people that love and care about me, and have been blessed with an endless array of beautiful experiences. Walks on the beach, winding through the colonial streets of Providence, the fresh beauty as I walk to class in the morning amidst the chirping of birds and sweet smell of the flowers…I finally stand here and find myself in a good place after so much hurt and worry.
I’ve also been enjoying the time spent with my close friends, especially my friends Liz, Meg, Jen, and Amanda. They are just amazing people, all of them, and I was worried that I wouldn’t find good friends like I had in high school when I came to university. As the year draws to a close, I am just grateful that I’ve found such loving and dynamic people. I feel so much love for all of them and they mean so much to me….ok, that sounds pathetic, but whatever fuck it haha
My final project is due on Cinco de Mayo, and I am excited for how it could turn out. I’m apprehensive about the amount of work looming ahead, but I think it will be worth it..hopefully
Life is finally back on track, and I am just pleased that my life is regaining a sense of normalcy after all that malarkey from before.
That’s all. Have a lovely day! :) :) :)
